R2P2D17

Ok, I am really having a hard time this round. I am back up to 139.4 and it seems I can't stop the cheating, even when I am consciously working at it. The reason may be that I didn't do the cleanses since before my first round, but I'm not sure. I am just really struggling. It was my son's birthday on Sunday and the 4th of July is on Friday. I am still trying to trudge forward and am determined (once again) to not cheat today. My cheats have been "small" but they have added up to not losing any weight. I am thinking that maybe if I can get to somewhere in the 130-135 range I would call it quits, but I hate quitting. I don't know, it is just really frustrating and discouraging. Today I just want to make it through the day without one bite passing my lips that shouldn't.